My feet hurt ^^ erm yeah worked a 12 hour shift today...im sooo tired but its kool over time for me...some guy was super hittin on me today...i think i might start wearing a ring on my wedding finger so ppl think im married er sumtin not that its bad er n e thing but im just not interested in som one i dont know and guys always wanna date date date n fuck so yeah i just wanna be friends with someone for a while n get to know em n shit before i decide i wanna be with em...know what i mean...

Hey! been a while right? so yeah i decided not to go to college just yet but they are gonna hold my place till i feel its the right time...which is uber cool i really need to get my license n such cuz well yeah i need to frickin drive........but hmmm other then that ive been just like workin my ass off... and uh no boys in my life...but apparently i flirt alot >> and yea so...im tryin to think of things to say but there nothing much really....i have all the time in the world but no time at all...i really should be getting to bed since i have work at 8 am but i dont wanna sleep yet...ill try to up date more...not that it matter...love you guys

I am now a college student...signed up for classes today...i'll be taking on 4 classes this semester plus a class that is mandatory for all freshman...ill be taking an english course, world regional geography, essentials of fine arts,and philosophy of human persomn...the class that is mandatory is called Odyssey which is on of course the book Odyssey...they said it has something to do whith relating to us as freshmen so we'll see so i'm goin to start readin the book over the summer...fun

hmmmmmm an update =-\ well uh...lets see my manger (the hott one) is on vacation :( i miss him already....now there3s no one to light up my work days *sigh* oh well he'll be back in like a month...i got to sign up for classes on tuesday the 6th boy im super nervous...i dont wanna go alone :( but uh yeahwork is great i love it of course...i get paid tomorrow which is also great^^ i think imma start saving money towards a new tattoo...eeeeeeee i cant wait! yes and im still saving up for a car i have about 600 dollars saved up and puttin 300 more towards it tomorrow so thatll be 900 so im gettin there :D...no luck with the males yet...*sighness* i guess im just like suppose tio get all the education stuff done with before i get into some deep relationship thatll take up most of whats left in my brain.....i dunno...yeah manager hottness....i really think he might like me back *glee* haha randomness ***************************************************** >> e

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name)
Poppy Richland

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your dad's side, your favorite candy)
Judy Reeses

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name)
A-Blu

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, favorite color)
Horse Purple

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Neith Willamsburg

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
Blu Los Con (or Pud)

7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)
htien aitsol

8. PORN STAR NAME: (middle name, street you grew up on)
Neith Backbay

9. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automobile you drive)
The Purple Cavalier


yeah those are all pretty ghey...but uh yeah soooooooooo thing are nice, and uh i still have the hots for my manager....and i thiiiink he might like me to sooo *glee* i got a little sun today....i sat out in my lil pool for like 2 hours and barely havesun burn...cept a lil on my back but i got a slight tan everywhere else sooo imma sit out more tomorrow so that cool...yeah my manger is hot.... <3

Well i guess i'll up date...dont know why tho but uh yeah....so well...i love my job its sooooooo much fun and its even better when my beautiful manager id working....god he is soooo handsome...buuuut it might be wrong but thats okay i still think hes the hottest thing since johnny depp but yeah uh...i want to have his babies...no no kidding...maybe? but uh yeah anyway im goin to sign up for classes on june 6th...pretty cool right? who woulda ever thought id be goin to a university...its gonna be weird being a college student....mmmm manager...huh? oh yeah well no luck with men....liiiiiiike always so im just waiting.....uh yeah so thats about all...my manager is hot

love you <3

woooohoo..........19 years today...well im happy my sister is here to help spend it with me...i missed her alot...we are prolly gonna go to Dave & Busters this commin sunday to celebrate...sooo erm yeah...i guess thats about all ^^ love you guys i hope you all are doin well <3













stoopid boys

Huhzah! im up dating...well i dont knwo what to put here...i miss all yall from PA i have no one here and life is so boring...its true what they say you never appreciate things till they are gone...i have no social life...well more so now that i cant walk :( but uh i guess what im tryin to say the most is i really miss you guys, dani, lala, nikita....ya'll brought out the best of me...im an empty shell of nothing now...*kisses*


theres this guy ive been lookin for, im so close to finding him...my friend cindy saw him a few weeks ago and she never asked his number er addy or gave him mine...i just need to get the balls to call his mom er grandma and ask where he might be...damn my scaredness <3...well i mean thats bout it...

yay finally a few seconds of freedom fer my leg! then its 6 weeks of confindment grr! well no job for me ina long ass while...<3 well guys i dont have much else to say so ttyl <3 love yall soo much

hiya pplz....doin good so far im bored so i figured id update....even tho not many ppl read this n all...well on monday dec 5...lol kinda funny same day as danis surgery....im gettin my perminant cast on...then im prolly gonna head home a week or so after that...or maybe not till the 20th i dont know but uh best wishes dani....i know youll be fine....love you bitch <3

guess what yall...i broke my ankle...a clean broke with the whole piece of my ankle off plus a few lil pieces off as well...im at my dads right now but it happened on saturday the 19th...i had to get surgery and they put a plate a some screws it in...not sure how many but im in a split till december 1st then they will take a look at everything and take the stiches out and hopefully give me a regular cast...the after that i need to have the cast on for 6 more weeks...so there will be very little i can do...which is okay i guess cuz i dont do much any way plus i get outta cleaning ^^ but it really hurts and it sucks so bad that i cant do anything ...and the crutches are a bitch...but other then that im having a wonderful time with my dad...i love and missed him sooo much and his wife is very nice and has been helpin me out im really glad i came...hope yalls holidays are goin fab....and i hope yall miss me like i miss u! so back to sittin the the recliner...woohoooo!

man like sunday at like 11:30pm my mom finally brought me home,and i got a fucking sore thoat and it hurts like a bitch >> i havent been sick in i dont know how long and i go over to her house for like 5 days and get the worst sore thoat possible...charlie and the chocolate factory rocks my socks....i want to eat johnny deep mmmmmm sexxxxxyness <3

whats up with the new livejournal thing its freaky......yeah but any way...i dont know what to say but im kinda pissed right now...so wtf ever

hello you people...im all moved! yay...well we wont have internet for a while so well i wont be able to actually talk for a while soooooo....i'll say hi through here n stuff...so spread the word...sad i know but i guess ya'll (the few one person that reads this jouranl) will have to jus live without me. ill update yall more when i get my internet at home...i hate doin this at the library cuz ppl are always lookin over you should wantin to use the computer...

peace, love, and all thta good crap
Amanda

welp my moms bitchin about lisa now...after uh 2 months a record haha...yeah but no all this shit was well overdo...my moms a fucking cunt and i want out...i have no where to go and even if i did no one will take me cuz i have lisa as well...i have no moeny...no job and no car...right now suicide sounds pretty fucking sweet but no that i have people i need to protect from the devil i have living in my house...shes bitchin about food...not out of the normal might i add...but she doestn bring andthing into the this house but food my uncle pays the rent...the electric...the water...the cable...the phone...the dsl line and what else hav u...my moms tryin to kick lisa out but finally FINALLY bill said that she didnt have to go no where...now my moms takin lisa aside and interigating herabout if weve had sex....the dumb bitch tells her yes! i mean wtfyes i know my mom is scary but its not hard to lie...i dont know whats goin on next all i knows is if my moms moves along with us after we move in october...im gettin a job asap and leavin i cant take it...my sister was right about wantin to leave she kjnew i wasent gonna stay and to tell u the truth only why im stayin is cuz well i dont wanna get a dorm for college and i dont wanna leave my uncle bill...i dont know what to do anymore...i want out...life or this house...which ever comes first...why did i get stuck with a mother like her...i dont really think i deserve it

okay im not sure i know 14 people...but i will do how ever many i know is that cool cuz like i dont wanna be all left out and uncool about this ^^ so well yeah imm work hard on it tho...might take a while

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?	FemaleMaleUndecidedBoth
How will you commit suicide?	You will slash your throat
How many tries will it take?	61
When will you commit suicide?	April 7, 2045
What will your suicide note say?	Life is Love. Love is painful. Yet suicide is swift and sweet
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Your dark side is centered around Hopeless Faith. A
shattered broken heart holding its last breath,
searching for its salvation in a cold world.
All you want is a sweet loving heart, touchs
your hand and holds you in their arms,
prmoising you they will love you forever, so
you can feel that the whole world is revolved
around the both of you only, no more sorrow or
regret, just love. You will find what you want
when you believe in yourself and when you start
making your life with your own hands.


What is the center of your dark core? (updated)
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Oh man it was sooo cool today my one friend alexia was drivin me hom and like....we are such an odd combination shes like a thug girl and listens to rap n shit and im all in bright clothes all like ^^ and non thugish but yeah basicly she got a ticket...well not a ticket a "citation" which is is i see you speeding again your gettin a ticket bitch yeah but it was all gravey and stuff like that then she took me to her house and ran into get me a present ^^ hehe she gfave me a big stuffed tigger i was all like GLEEEEEEEEEEE! and well yeah she dropped me off n that was about all for today oh wait they was making fun off me in speech class >> saying i got hot air balloons yeha just cuz he wants to lick them so hahahah fuk u

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hello ther to everyone ^^ not that anyone reads this BUT yeah ii did a lil makeover...no thnx to dani >> i saw they had this cute lil theme so yea...man i never know what to put up on here no drama for me...*sniffle*